JADED

short update since this place has been left pretty lonely for awhile. pretty much a consolidation of what has been going on with my life so far. not too bad, still surviving amongst all the shit i'm going through.

Dessert House with momsie :D

Udon with jade at an udon restaurant she's been raving about. gotta admit it's really not bad!

nicest (and most expensive) teppanyaki i've had thus far.

first installment of my sprained foot.

and this is the second (and larger) installation. apparently the sprain kinda spread upwards? like from the arch of my foot to my ankle. kanasai.

lester was in town!

pretty sad that i only got to meet him for a short evening the whole time he was here. huishi totally packed his schedule!

huishi <3

Ren Diver's Night

headed down after eileen's 21st celebration (Wanted to post photos but the photos are in my camera, and my camera is with the birthday girl :( shall post them... soon.)

had the whole house all to ourselves the whole night!

crew getting the party started!

free flow of Stella Artois! seriously this is the first (and probably only) beer i've drank which doesn't make me all pukey and sick. super smooth and nice! like still sober and normal after half a pint? i mean... friends would know how bad a drinker i am lah. so it's big deal to me okay!

vernon.

harry, vernon and issac.

harry was prolly drunk when this was taken. he's really uncontrollable when drunk. hahaha!

vernon and jarrod.

so... i just came back from camp not too long ago, and my throat is hurting and nose is leaking... i wonder why -.- anyway, after being out of the scene for half a year, i sure felt rusty and old :( but i think i did my best and my kids enjoyed the camp? hahahahaha. well, i guess Rainforest is full of memories that i'll just have to live and deal with. too many many many things went on there and i guess what happens there really stays there. all the ups and downs, laughter and frowns.

i'm really surprised i'm still alive. it's pretty amazing how much a brain (and heart) can take. it's like living in a constant nightmare, all the daunting moments on repeat mode. don't know how much longer hell is gonna last, but i'm sure i'll survive this. dealing with hell every couple of days, i feel like i really need to escape from the surface of earth for awhile. okay, not so serious, maybe move out for awhile. serious, no joke. living in constant fear is killing me.

so have a happy sunday everyone! CNY is round the corner i feel like i still need to do rounds and rounds of shopping! omggggg $$$ !

xoxo.