char's elder brother organised a surprise birthday party for her 21st, how sweet of him!
and i guess it's really convenient if you have family members who owns a cafe, cause then the venue + food would be well-taken care of! :)
the party was held at this cosy little cafe owned by char's bro's gf. a lil outta way, but yummy cake made it all worth it!
furiously writing her essay for char.
"i don't know what to write leh"
with the birthday girl :)
cakes and cupcakes were from the cafe, really pretty looking and yummy, although they were a little too sweet for me.
happy birthday char!
claire and i conveniently photobombed char's instagram hahahaha.
too many things to do i don't even know where to start from! i'm like in a constant rush everyday- rushing to get my studies done, rushing to get jie's wedding stuff done, rushing to school, rushing to bed... and it really doesn't help that the group of people is so uncooperative. from refusing to reply to coming up with lame excuses. like seriously?! grow up already, people. i can never understand people who are so active in social media but not replying important texts. because in such a case, being busy is no longer a reason. and when a decision is made, they come up with all sorts of excuses, like "oh can we change the dress because i'm too fat" or "can we don't have meet-up on sundays because i need to be with my boyfriend" or "yes i can attend the meeting but maybe i'll have something on". what's next after all the bullshit? things would be so much easier if i were doing this all by myself seriously. it's so disappointing that people whom you least expect to disappoint you actually disappoint you. they're really nice people, nice friends, but i guess just not cooperative people. on the other hand, it's just so touching that people who are total strangers even bother to render help. like REAL help. lending stuff and finding out things. can't decide whether i am happy or sad, but i'm just glad i'm being put through this. this is one true hurdle to toughen myself up.
and it really doesn't help that in the midst of doing all the happy little things brings up so much sad memories. sometimes i feel so sad looking at jie's happy photos and videos that i start tearing? what sorcery?! all the long talks and brain-storming and excitement and great ideas... will materialise. it just makes me realise how fast time passes and 4 months (or so) feel like just yesterday. this too shall pass.
enough verbal diarrhea,
and till the next,
xoxo.
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